Diet

So I went to the doctor for strange pelvic pain, had a sonogram and nothing ... and it has resolved. The unfortunate/but necessary by-product of the ordeal, I got on a scale for the first time in months. WOW... so now I am on a diet. Can't help thinking my fertility is compromised by my fat. And then I am scared of dropping too much weight at one time, as I am want to do... it is all or nothing with me, for fear of also impacting the chances that I get pregnant. So here I am in fertility purgatory. I've lost a few lbs since Monday - like 3 ish - and already feel better. I have not started exercising, I stopped drinking during the week and yes, I am planning to take a day off for super bowl ... wings, beer, etc ... not so good for the diet.

I am going to try to get out and run in the mornings ... once it gets a little lighter out... and grab a yoga class... start slow and hopefully get knocked up!

Calgon ...

I could have sworn today was Wednesday... a dear friend sent me pics from her vacation to Punta Mita, Mexico. I wish I could get away!

Perfect ...

1. Skinny jeans/genes
2. Clean laundry/house/child/nails/hair/shirt
3. Praised & Valued at work/home/family/self
4. Friends & Laughter
5. Sleep/Health
6. 3 day work week/long weekends with Son/Sun

Must be Monday.

Two reasons

to live in NYC... one, I am waiting for the bodega on 96th & WEA to deliver me cold meds... two, if I changed the name of my blog to Ovulation Cycles... it might be read. Day 2 Cycle 3, Btw.

lunch

Had lunch with two friends from two jobs ago today ... one was me, as in , I lured her from TV into Outward Bound ... I left and she stayed. I miss public school ed reform. I love what I do, but I miss having a concrete mission ... I don't miss raising money. Boy, I don't. It was good to see them. I think I was bad at that job, mostly because I know SO much more now then I ever did then. The lack of knowledge is startling. Malpractice, practically.